Thoughts & Things, overall overview 5 months Post-OP, 6 months post-injury Where do I even start ? Maybe with an appologize, that I've been disappearing -again- . I didn't think that it'll last that soo long, but I'm finally here again, just pushing pushing my keybord while the thougts tries to take control over my mind. Howsoever we look it, it's not productive -at least not in positive meaning- to suppress these feelings and thougths. This is why I ended up here as I used to. 6 months, a half year, 26 weeks, I could call it however I want, but I wouldn't change anything. This accident was soo long ago. What was and what the hardest part is ? It's not so really relevant, but I did try to write a few times since the 2nd week's post, but finally I didn't have the strength, the bravery to finish it. There are 3 drafts, called "The limped away summer", "First "real" steps" and "Like a drug addict", I hope I'll be able to so-so finish and publish them somewhen in the near future. I guess, it's not easy to say, it's not that simply, not even a little. There's the pain and the fear. The kinda misareble feeling and thoughts, the difficulty of staying sane -while you're the prisoner of your own body, even if you know, it's temporary.. the difficulty of doing anything that used to be easy before... and about "before" : It's hard to accept that you won't be the same again. You have to give up on a few things (because of your own good or just because you won't be able to do them again). Of course, it's not just take away from you -, but also gives something. You learn strength, willpower and "you can earn extra knowledge". For example I never thought that I'll know this accurately the anatomy of the human knee, or I didn't know anythong about KinesioTapes before , honestly first I thought they're only some kind of "fashion" stuff. Now I'm not just know what is it, but I also do apply them on myself.
I do recommend the KinesioTapes for all of you. They could help a lot, if you're using them right. The cheapest ones are lasts about 1-3 days and the better ones are good for a week or so.
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AuthorNowadays, thanks to the internet everybody have access to nearly unlimited information.That's why I've decided at my 2 second week living with ACL injury that I'll start a blog to share my personal experiences, my days, my view, thoughts and feelings with all of you. It might be useful or even a little interesting as well. Categories
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